-Dreaming of You-

Glass will shatter as well as hearts
I know I’m better than this
But I can’t fight it this time
Shedding my skin and losing myself to you
Endlessly waiting for what will never be
I threw away everything for you
All the beauty I saw within
So fascinated by what you’ll never know you were to me
Ashes will fall on this empty night
To commemorate the sorrow
All I can do is dream of you
In your sick, charming way
Drawing closer into my darkest fears
You know that you love that you are my demise
But does it really matter when your not there?
You’ll always be gone
Just a little out of reach
Don’t you know you’re my torture
Don’t you know you’re my end
And I am still nothing to you
But a voice in the past
It will never cease to amaze me
How I can still be hanging on to you
With every last thread
When all you do is hurt me
In the deepest way
Because you know you can
You know your power
Standing still now
Breathless
Massacred to the core
With every thought of you
Now tell me why am I still here?